MY memories

SHIFTED......

2008-07-23T04:52:00.001+08:00

HI.. everyone.. i have moved house.. pls relink or revisit mi at http://princessjocelyn.wordpress.com/ .......tks

haha..

2008-07-22T04:29:00.002+08:00

woke up my sis with my shout again.. aha.. i was dreaming that she was very rude to mi and i shouted at her asking her not to talk back.. haha.. omg.. haha.. second time in a week...she was shocked twice by mi and woke up.. gonna get her something nice to eat after work...

feels bad sometimes when i start to neglect my family.. often i will either use the com or slp immediately once i reach home.. from now onwards..i will onli use the com in the morning and try to spend more time with them..

randoms

2008-07-20T19:46:00.005+08:00

going back to work tml after a hoo ha week.. back to reality after my stupidity of death and rubbish.. haha..

hasnt been back to work for 2 days.. miss my colleugues and doctor.. wonder if nana make a mess of my clinic when i'm away... hopefully not.. gonna reach early to check it out.. some of the things i gonna do tml:

check my appt list
clean up my dr's room
refill finishing supplies
reply letters
trace files for results
sterilise my working area
check my casenotes

wow... dun think i'm able to knock off punctually again

sis had a scare last night when i shouted in the middle of the night.. haha.. i dreamt that there are some big black crows trying to use their beaks to attack me.. haha.. a funny dream..

whats life? discuss some death issue with angelyene last night.. and i felt down after it.. y make us live when we have to die in the first place.. yeah.. alot of ppl will go: aiya.. all of us will die one day.. whats so scary about it..

but have u ever try to imagine that kind of frightening feeling.. where u no longer can feel, see, talk and thats the end of u.. no one will rem u.. u wont even rem urself.. everyday we are ageing.. and we are moving so close to death each day... its a scary thought.. at least to mi.. are we like an organism.. where we just cum and go.. will there be afterlife.. or complete darkness after we die... if only someone can advise me of that ans... i will be thankful and even kiss your shoe for that ans..

maybe religion will be the way out for my scary thoughts.. maybe seeking for a religion that i'm able to believe in, might help..

have got a patient who experience an heart attack and nearly die.. he told mi that the feeling of near death is a sense of impeding doom and a heavy heart..

enough of this le... haha...

mi and my cousin.... so cute..

updates

2008-07-16T20:26:00.007+08:00

argh... just went to cut my almost waist length hair.. i feel so numb now..long hair have been with mi for so man years... it looks okay from the front.. but its so short from the back.. its even shorter than my ear.. omg.. i cant think now....took a cab home just now for 18.90.. so damn expensive... i dun usually spent on cab.. still rem the last time i took cab home was because i simply cant stop vomiting because of food posioning....

nothing much happen lately.. went to the company annual meeting on sat after work.. its was so nice of dr teo to drive us there... my dr got the chairman award... feel so happy for him... haha... went home after half session as the meeting was very boring....

sunday was ah gong 98th birthday.. so happy to see all my relatives... had a great time catching up with them... haha... pics time now...

mi and my 2 sisters... the rest of the pics with cousin.. update soon..

my new shoulder length hair...

wee hours...

2008-07-11T04:21:00.003+08:00

waking again at 3.45pm... breakfast taken.... plain yogurt mixed with logans and red apple.. funny combination.. but i love it..

theres 2 reason for waking up so early...

i slept at 9.30 last night
i ate too much for breakfast, feeling guilty. so i onli took soup for lunch, milo for dinner.. waking up in the night with pangs of hunger..

hopefully i wont feel tired later...haha.. or maybe i'll catch a half hr nap after blogging and surfing night...

one reason why i love my job is that, i get to see and know alot of ppl everyday..how many people can we meet in a lifetime? haha... maybe its not even a percent.. cuz there are tons millions and zillions of people in the world..

half a yr gone... graduated and found a job.. besides that no significant event took place.. just wanna treasure whatever things that are bestow to mi..'

what i'm lack off is energy.. energy to meet up with friends after work.. energy for short phone conversations with them, energy to read a fav book before sleep and energy interacting with my family...

from today onwards... i gonna try......:)

a day at work.....

2008-07-08T20:25:00.002+08:00

had dispute with 2 people today.. quarrelled with dad this morning just because of a monthly 100 dollars insurance.. though i dun feel that i'm in the wrong...but in the end i apologised to him...had small quarrel with zulbee today.. we are both not in the wrong i think..its the time and environment tat is killing.. i'm waiting for the room as my dr is coming..but her dr who was using the room in the morning was still inside the room.. i felt stress and i kept rushing her..she felt irritated..and we had a dispute.. same thing.. i apologise to her too..

apologising will not kill mi... cuz i treasure each and everyone..if a ''sorry'' can imporove the situiation.. i dun mind apologising first..:)

suppose to meet warrior today.. but i got to go to my dr to get some creams in hougang.. so sorry warrior... i miss u..:)

down again...

2008-07-04T13:39:00.002+08:00

i'm stuck at home again.. this time round with query mumps.. the left side of my lower jaw is swelling... i'm not having any fever, sore throat or pain.... thus my dr cant conclude its mumps.. so he called up another dr and ask the dr to see mi.. he couldnt conlude too.. but he said it might be a not fully blown mumps as i had a vaccination b4or it might be some sort of virus.. both of them later agree that i should rest.. no medicine given because mumps is a virus.. no anitbiotic to treat it.. i was given 2 days mc... love everyone in my dept... for covering my duties, manager for letting mi take time off on credit..not deducting my pay.. cuz im still not a comfirmed stuff.. no sick leave... tks my dr for being so nice....

called up fer yesterday.... told her.. her reaction: pls go and see a dr after work ok..
then i told her.. fer i see doctors everyday lei.. haha

haiz... so suai.. since work.. i have been falling sick.. food posioning ending up in hospital, having fever and chills, dermatitis on my face due to stress and now.. shit.. i dun even noe if i have mumps... have been working so hard... ot almost everyday.. so tired...but still surviving...

still able to endure deaf pts hu wont take a sit even though u tell them 100 times... stupid psa from c centre hu tries to be hard on mi... sometimes i tolerate so much until i think my internal organs are bleeding.. especially pts.. when they are hard on mi.. i cant show them my already piss off face.. all the anger got to be kept inside.. haha.. nv mind... luckily i'm that sort hu gets angry and well fast... i forget easily.. as everyday is a new start and a blessing to live...

seriously hope my swelling would goes off fast and its nothing serious.. i'm scare..

sorry xinyi for not celebrating ur 21st birthday with u... i love u...

cant celebrate my pri school frenx bdae too.. sorry juliana...

cant support my bowling team tml... sorry girls....

argh... gonna miss out so much... ''

warrior... ur school reopening.. and its so hard to meet up.. i'm troubled..

dragon... u seem to disappear......

fer... meet u nxt week le...

i gonna read and rest rest rest...

anyway... met up with my childhood frenz last fri.. misses her so much.. gonna plan for her 21s bdae with another frenz of ours...:)

a simple day of mine........

2008-06-29T10:45:00.003+08:00

i beginning to get a hold in my life.. a job that i'm feeling comfortable with.. family who are supportive.. strong friendship built with lots of ppl.. but i still need more.. to be more certain of my direction in life... to have more of the things i wish to have.. to learn more things.. and most importantly to have more time for my family and friends...

things i would like to learn.. includes.. swimming, cycling( though i have a phobia), driving, western flower arrangement and baking cake..

things that i would like to have... a burberry tote bag, agnes b tote bag, camera, nice mp3, and new clothings

things i would like to do..pierce my belly, go for a makeover studio shot, to enroll myself to unisim nxt year,bring my family for a gd meal, go overseas, have a memorable 21st bdae, change my hairstyle and lose weight... haha

anyway, tried my first foot reflexology yesterday with fer.. argh, so painful... the massuer says advise mi not to hold my bladder.. haha.. as she could feel some tension over the spot... haha...

omg.. my bdae cuming.. i still dunnoe what i'm going to do on that day... run out of ideas... can my friends take over and arrange for mi... i dun wanna rack my brains on my bdae...

FRIENDS HEARD MI???

tired day

2008-06-26T05:14:00.003+08:00

work like a ox after lunch yesterday... my poor dr.. blame it for my poor appointment scheduling... 5 patients turn up at one time... super tired.... yesterday pts were nice and good... didnt really complain much while waiting... but i feel really bad, for their long wait...

promise to show more patient starting from today... i dun wanna be a nasty person..argh...

happy day!!

2008-06-24T20:31:00.004+08:00

have been quite happy these few days..dr back from overseas...thus there are alot of things to do.. if not i will keep on snacking behind the nursing counter.. haha.. everything have been smooth.. colleugues have been helping mi alot...and i got myself a understanding and nice dr...so funny... yesterday my dr pass mi some goodies he bought overseas.. upon seeing him walk away... i immediately went behind and open up a packet of maple walnut... that looks tasty.. omg... dint expect... haha... he walk back and see mi stuggling to open up the pack... so malu.. felt like a greedy pig... haaha... nana says i'm like a kid caught stealing candy.. haha

huini bought a coach wristlet for mi in US.. so happy.. called mum immediately... and beg her to pay for mi for my 21st bdae... ahha... and she agrees.. wooooo.. so happy... love mummy... shes the best:)

randoms

2008-06-23T04:50:00.001+08:00

its quality that counts in life... not quantity... live everyday to its fullest...

what if......

2008-06-18T18:56:00.005+08:00

these are my graduation pics... am thinking.. what if i turns old one day.. will i still have the energy to run, laugh heartily and eat as if theres no tml?? if onli time will stop.. i will stay young.. daddy and mummy will not die.. and sisters remains sweet and innocent... if onli......

a day off....

2008-06-15T17:04:00.005+08:00

was on day off yesterday.. and i managed to spend it fufilingly.. started the day with hours of netsurfing.. followed by a shopping spree in amk supermarket with mum.. desert making session...and the day ended with an enjoyable dinner with sec school friend wanxin...

woke up early today... same.. started the day with netsurfing.... had breakfast with parents in toa payoh.. spend the afternoon over grandparents huse...and had a short supermarket spree in buangkok

nothing much left to say.. i feel satisfied...

randoms

2008-06-13T04:54:00.002+08:00

2 thoughts of the morning...

always remember the good about people ... how they helped u... how they love u... minimize flaws.. and magnify the benevolence...
''determintaion'' is what i need now..

a day at home..

2008-06-10T05:25:00.003+08:00

was on time off yesterday.. stayed at home the whole day... nothing much was done.. but i managed to keep mum companied the whole day.. we had chats together.. we slept in the afternoon.. we cook dinner together... feel satisfied as i haven been talking and spending enough time with her..

randoms

2008-06-07T21:21:00.002+08:00

met up with my gals in sengkang instead of airport today due to heavy rain... had kfc... feel so satisfied indulging myself to 5 1/2 pieces of chicken today... wahhaa... but brought home bits of guiltiness too..

my face was so itch... so practically slept till 8 plus...(reach home at ard 5 plus) just took a green apple and half cup of milo...

dragon: dun feel offended or sad.. we love u.... thats y we show u ur flaws... no one perfect in this world.. ten fingers had its long and short.. haha.. btw.. what is perfect... ?? imagine all fingers of the same length... eeee... haha... theres no such thing "perfect" in this world.. anyway... back to topic..

carol... pls understand.. i do have my own share of flaws too.. in fact more than urs.. ironically u had a taste last week rite..haha.. haha.. only close friend sees my flaws.. u and fer had seen it.. warrior.. hasnt.. hope she doesnt see it... wahha

argh.. regarding to our biz plan.. pls keep it going.. :O

randoms.........

2008-06-05T05:30:00.003+08:00

went out with dearest cousin last sat.. went to town.. then later to dhobby gaut's giraffe for dinner.. i had salmon and cousin had a steak for dinner.. but the awesome part was the desert.. chocalate larva..though i'm on a diet.. but i just could not resist the temptation of the warm and delicious chocalate.. it looks really pretty too..

i spend 500** on sunday .. omg.. within just 3 days i got my pay.. i already spend 700 hundred plus.. got to save and scrimp for the rest of the month.. 3 more months to be exact.. cuz i'm still left with 1500 dollars waiting to be credit off... but i guess was worth it...

well... it turns out to be fine

2008-06-04T18:54:00.003+08:00

wooosh.. turns out to be a scare.. my dr had actually received a official letter stating that he no longer needs to fill up the form.. thats y he ask mi to throw eveything away.. haiz.. should have trust myself.. y would i conclude that i might heard him wrongly in the first place.. stupid insurance agent... should have inform the pt's father in the first place... got mi into deep shit.. argh... anyway my nice dr told mi not to be scare... cuz whatever he says or ask mi to do.. he will bear all responsibilities.. he is the best dr..haha

end up.. i dint apply for half day leave... but was quite tiring the whole day as i dint sleep well last night.. looking foward to sat with my gals..

fer fer: tks for always being there when i'm down.. tks for being understanding whenever i'm behaving like a brat.. i love u

dragon: sorry for being abit rude.. but i was real mad whenever others try to take advantage or bully u... and u dun even try to resist... so sorry

warrior: hope u will find nice job.. miss u so much.. cant wait to see u on sat.. love u

other ppl i miss so much.... my 2 xinyis, sharon, shuqin, cuyan, wanxin, szemin, kim, siying and my baby

i need a break.......

2008-06-04T05:47:00.004+08:00

gonna take half day leave today.. work have been so stressful... simply hate it when nothing goes right.. i threw away a pt's claim form yesterday when my dr ask mi to throw away eveything... yesterday evening the pt's father called.. hot and angry.. asking why the claim form is not being filled up after so long..feel so suai... the case notes lies in my dr's room for so long.. for mths.. i just threw it away and he called.. omg.. feel so stupid.. should have check thorougly when my dr ask mi to throw everything.. somemore the pt is super super vip.. angel had request my dr to write up a medical report which can substitute the claim form.. hopefully the problem would be solve when i go to work today.. tried to find a form to replace.. so after i receive fone form angel's.. i started to look for help..luckily xinyi's cousin works in AIA.. and i went to punggol to look for her..

unfortunately, she does'nt had the form i need and can onli help mi ask ard when she returns to company tml.. really appreciate her help.. SERENE.. if u are reading this... tks a million...was feeling so tired.. reach hm at 8.30pm, bath, ate a bowl of green bean soup and i slept

feels superby down and tired.. my whole face is so itch and the dermatitis spread to other areas of my face.. stress was really the cause of my dermatitis..haiz...

i'm tired.....

last day in school

2008-05-28T04:43:00.004+08:00

yesterday was my graduation.. woke up very early as i got to reach school by 8... met up with shuqin at seragoon mrt.. we took train all the way to clementi and took bus 154 to school..think we were late for about 20 mins... by the time we reach school, ppl were already sitting in the room with their harry potter gown on..but who cares.. haha.. i went to the toilet to relieve myself, while shuqin changes her top...

my seat no was m8.. m7 was jonathon and m9 was hongbei.. was so happy to see everyone again..

my parents did not attend the ceremony as they were both busy.. intially i dint feel anything.. but when we walk in the room and other parents starts taking pics of their children..a surge of dissapointment overwhelms mi...

was rather sentimental yesterday.. nearly cried when i saw mr lim in the video, boon yen on stage and while taking the nursing pledge.. 3 years... so fast.. i finally pull over all obstacles and reach the shore.. no more toturing attachments..common test and exams.. and the everyday 3 hrs to and fro school.. but i will miss all my friends..

tks all my wonderful friends who cheered and clapped their hands when i was on stage.. poly life would'nt be the same without u guys..we love and hope for the best for one another.

memories will be kept...in my heart... where all of u belong...

a terrible evening

2008-05-26T01:21:00.003+08:00

feeling so frustated the whole evening.. argh.. everyone kanna from mi... my family and my beloved fer..

1.i nv want to rear any pets or animals in future... i cried so hard just now when my kor kor fish died... argh.. i hate that.. if i haven ask for any goldfish from dad... kor kor would'nt have pass away..it was half flip b4 i went to slp at 10pm.. now i woke up.. he disapppear, so i conclude he had already pass away.. the reason to his death is because my sis wanted goldfish too.. dad bought more.. and they started chasing kor kor ard and bit its tail.. i got so angry and shouted at everyone.. i scold daddy too.. for failing to heed my advice not to get more fish...i'm not going to have any pets in future.. the pain of losing them is great... i'm going to take care of my remaining mei mei, jie jie and di di..

2. graduation day on tuesday.. i haven collected my gown and its way pass the due date.. shit.. just found out.. omg.. hopefully there are alot of sizes left.. if not i'm going to trip wearing a big gown on that day.. feel so piss

3. graduation day cuming.. no cameras yet.. shit... luckily b4 i slept.. cousin pauline agrees to lend it to mi.. i love her tks..

feel so upset the whole evening... feels like running ard the room screaming at the top of my lung and kicks whatever thing that gets in my way..

time out with mum

2008-05-25T06:02:00.005+08:00

mummy came over to look for mi yesterday.. so sorry mum to let u wait for mi for nearly 2 hours.. the centre was so busy.. even though i end my dr's session early.. i still got to help out the rest.. mum was super happy yesterday.. cuz almost everyone of my colleugue went over to tell her that she doesnt look like my mum.. but more like a sister.. haha.. she was grinning non- stop..went lunchie with mum... we had a fried fish soup , pork ribs rice and a cup of mama( sour plum and lime).. i scolded mama.. cuz she tried to tempt mi with rice.. haha.. and i told her i would be angry if she does it again..

then we went to shop ard.. was kind of dissapointed yesterday....initially i wanted to psycho my mum to get mi a coach wristlet.. but the sales stuff are really terrible.. looks so cheap and yuckie.. but nv mind.. huini is going US.. gonna beg her to get one for mi.. haha...

received a stupid call from se pe pe yesterday.. argh..he posed as a starhub staff asking if i was a hubber.. i was unsure... but that got mi excited.. cuz my dad was a maxonline, hp and cable tv subsriber.. i tot theremight be some free gifts.. stupid him.. says i sound a crazy woman... if mum were'nt ard. i gonna go to somewhere quiet and scream thrue the phone.. haha.. wishing his ear would buzz the whole day.. wahah..

to mum: life would not be the same without u... i love u..

well....

2008-05-23T03:02:00.004+08:00

waking up in the wee hours again... its not that i cant sleep... but because i slept at 9pm just now.. feels so fresh now..

haha.. had a rather foul morning.. lack of sleep.....plus irritated by some stupid kaisu ppl, who stands ard the counter waiting for registeration even when they can see that i'm still opening the doors.. blind or refuse to see? i dunoe? why so kiasu.. would u lose anything if the person who arrives earlier than u gets registered first.. anyway the doctors will be coming in late.. whats the pt.. so ironic.. even if u are in a rush.. pls open ur eyes too.. i'm still opening the doors...

there is this stupid pt who came over to mi today..

pt:" when can i see the doctor? i have been waiting for 45 mins already..i need to leave here by five"
mi: hmm.. the blood results generally takes an hr to an hr half before it can be out.. so u wan mi to ask the doctor if he can see u without the blood test?

pt: no, i wan to see the doctor with all my results...how long do i have to wait?

mi: ok.. i think u need to wait for roughly another 15 to 30 mins..pls let mi call the lab and check.. take seat first

the pt refuse to take a seat and cont to stand infront of mi

pt: i really need to leave here by 5

mi: i noe, but can u pls give mi sometime, to check how long more u have to wait?

pt kind of bang the table and walk away..

gosh.. hu u think u are? a queen? or diva? pls.. dun make mi drop my jaw.. u think u are the only pt here? everyone have to wait... even if u show ur temper and act like a shit.. u still have to wait.. all pts are equal.. if u cant wait.. pls.. a and e dept pls..

alone yesterday.. there were 2 pts banging the tables.. not angry.. instead.. surge of nausea overwhelms mi.. how can u treat another ppl in this way... omg.. i wont be able to speak in this tone to another person.. or act like a child banging tables in public...feels like vomitting when someone doesnt show respect to another person..

anyway.. enough of work.. so happy.. daddy bought 4 baby goldfish for mi yesterday.. they are so cute.. suppose to go chose and buy with him.. but since he went fish farm today.. he bought it..
haha.. given them names.. didi, jie jie, kor kor and mei mei.. wahha... i tot for nearly 40 mins.. b4 i'm satisfied.. mei mei is the fattest.. jie jie have the biggest eye.. didi is the skinnest with some black patches on the body..and kor kor is the orange goldfish... shall update pic nxt round.. i'm going to learn to change the tank water on the weekend.. wooo.. so cool... :P

so.......

2008-05-22T00:55:00.003+08:00

u flare... i'll take..and accept.. i kept quiet... bow down to ur unresonable ways.. not because i have no temper at all.. its simply cuz i repect... and i noe its all for my own good..
i still love and appreciate all the help u haven given... well.. find it amazing that i can actually tolerate all these rants.. since i'm always the one ranting at ppl.. change in mi? i dunnoe..

just find it hard to be nasty, to fight, or to argue with another person anymore.. life is so short.. i'll treasure everyone... so yes... u scold and rant at mi over and over again.. but i still do love and respect u.. yes.. i really do.. thats y i cried..

whosh.,,,,,,,,,,

2008-05-21T05:24:00.005+08:00

motivation keeps mi going.. there are so much things i ought to do now..but its hard to keep that morale going.. haha... warrior and fer... pls stop mi if i'm eating too much again.. haha...u noe right.. i seriously needa shed away 2 more kgs... haha.. pls try to sms mi every now and then to motivate and remind mi.. wahha..

a great time spend with my aviva friends on mon.. love everyone of u.. truely.. tks for coming into my life..i'm blessed:P

one day...two day... three day...

2008-05-17T20:26:00.007+08:00

met fer, joseph and yixia just now.. the world is so small...some ppl just share that affinity with u.. life is so short.. i'm always wondering how many people can we meet in this world.. one percent?? i doubt so.. there are far too many ppl in this world...

went to see a doctor just now.. having rashes over my forehead and t zone... so itch.. spend 12 dollars plus.. its red, scaly and itch.. hopefully it will recover soon.. haha.. met up with baby just now.. had so much fun with her gossiping about so many things... haha.. hopefully we'll have more money to have better meal nxt meeting..

bought a wallet for fer fer for her bade.. hope she will love it..

was suppose to go for volunteering just now.. but my face was simply too itch... somemore.. i'm working ot today.. noT ENOUGH time to rush over..feel so bad.. wonder if i should quit the society... cuz wrking on sat.. and once i start studying.. i dun think i will have the time..

had my first roll-call yesterday with manager and colleugues..the first annoucement was to welcome mi aboard.. wow.. and officially declaring mi as dr chan's and dr tan's nurse... feel so fortuntate... cuz dr chan is one of the few dr i respect in the hospital..

bought a schedule book yesterday.. memory failing nowdays.. i need it to remind mi of certain occasions or things i got to do..

argh... cant stand those patients who ask mi how long they have to wait..DUN ASK MI THIS STUPID QUESTION.. WHAT IF I TELL U 10 MINS.. AND I CANT LET U SEE THE DR.. ARE U GOING TO SCOLD MI.. WHAT IF I TELL U HALF HR.. AND U GO SOMEWHERE ELSE.. AND MISS UR TURN.. ARE U GOING TO SCOLD MI TOO... ARGH.. AND STOP PACING INFRONT OF MI WHEN MI WHEN IASK U TO TAKE A SEAT.. DUN STRESS MI...I'M GOING TO TAKE A LONGER TIME IF U STRESS MI... I CANT WORK UNDER PRESSURE.. DONT WALK IN IF U HAVE NO APPT.. CUZ ITS SO IRRITATING. WE ALREADY HAVE SO MANY PATIENTS ON THE APPT LIST.. DUN MESS UP OUR DAY.. WE NEED TIME TO TRACE UR CASENOTES TOO.. DOCTORS CANT SEE U WITHOUT A CASENOTE... DUN CALL AND TELL US THAT U ARE FEELING SICK AND DYING WANTING TO SQUEEZE IN THE APPT LIST.. ARE THERE ONLY ONE DOCTOR IN THE WHOLE SINGAPORE??.. IF IT IS SO URGENT.. GO TO ACCIDENT AND EMERGENCY DEPT.. UR DOCTOR IS NOT A GOD.. IF ITS SO URGENT.. DUN WAIT. GO TO A AND E... FINISH VENTING LE.. haha

just now went to see dr.. it onli opens at 6.30pm..so i went to the toilet for big business first. haha.. wa.. so many people were standing outside the clinic when i return..when the clinic open its door.. i rush in to the registeration counter.. there was this guy who was infront of mi and a couple, but he allow us to queue infront of him.. so sweet.. this is one quality i like about a guy.. haha.. well let mi see.. wow.. i like nice smelling guys... guys who are generous and are not calculative about money.. guys hu respect girls..guys hu are motivated and noe what they want in life.. and lots more..more and more.. shit.. if the list goes on.. i'm going to forsee myself being stuck in the cupboard...

a random day....

2008-05-15T04:45:00.002+08:00

argh... the lower part of my ankle is hurting again... stupid crocs.. i bought for $48.. bought mi so much pain...i should have bite u hard b4 i wear u.. i dint realise that the 3 plaster i stick on it were soaking with blood until i end work.. gosh...

met up with xinyi after work, walk ard in kovan then bought another pair of shoes.. if not the pain will kill mi... then had dinner in xinwan with sharon in too...

ate so much that three of us decides so walk home.. omg.. i took 45 mins b4 reaching home...
bought so much things yesterday..got a bottle of body lotion and eye gel from bodyshop..a pair of eye studs,and the shoes... and bought spring chicken for my family....

working have been fine...

gainning weight rapidly.. omg.. the weight i lose when i was sick... gaining back already.. i must start controlling my diet if not i will be sad when i tip over the scales again...:(

happy mother's day

2008-05-11T08:11:00.006+08:00

Happy mother'S day my mum.. though I noe u wont read my blog... but i would still like to create this post solely for my great mother... if its wasnt u... i would'nt be ard in this world enjoying all the love and happiness.. if it wasnt u... i would have already died when i was 17... (because of a stupid reason).... tks for always being there for mi when i am sad and down... tks for always tolerating my brats behaviour.. tks for always taking care of mi whenever i'm sick.. tks for all of ur financial support whenever there are things that i would like to have..tks for always being so patient with mi... tks for liking all of my friends...

though we do have some small squabbles at times.. but u are still the person i love most in the world..now that i have start to work.. i hope to provide u with more things.. i hope to bring u to more nice places for meals... bring u to singapore flyer... bring u overseas.. bring u for a healthscreening package...bring u for facial/ massage.. buy u more clothes/bags.. to rebond ur hair... and lots more..

hope u would remain healthy.... and most importantly... i love u mummy......

sick...

2008-05-09T21:05:00.003+08:00

been vomiting and having diarrhea since tuesday.. yesterday was the worst.. diarrhea non-stop.. then suddenly feel breathless in the evening... mum called the ambulance and i was send to CGH.. everything was in a rush.. i didnt realise i was not wearing slippers until i reached the hospital.. the inside of the amubulance was very bright.. like whats shown on the tv.. mum was sitting at the front( with no seatbelts attached).. not much emotion at that moment.. just find the whole episode very amusing...

i did not wait for very long.. tks to the fact that i'm also a nursing staff..:) and the nurse there finds mi familiar.. argh.. so malu.. i'm like a big baby.. i started to cry even before the doctor insert the plug into my vein cuz i knew that it could be very pain.. the feeling of being on drip was scary..i felt trapped.. clinging on to mum and cried louder..

stupid gp.. visit her twice... but no improvement... somemore so expensive.. the total bill came up to 75 dollars for my A and E visit... still awaiting amubulance fees.. crossing fingers.. hope it wont cost too much.. tks colleugues for covering my work.. i'm still having cramps and diarrhea now.. will not return to work tml too...spend onli 1 and a half day in orientation.. make some new friends.. but too bad... i fall ill and miss the last few days.. hope to see u guys again in the hospital..:P have to join another orientation nxt round.. hopefully ppl there would be friendly and nice:)

happy birthday to my dearest fer fer too.. so sorry... too ill to wish u properply... hope u understand...:0

to dearest wanxin... feel sad for u that one of ur love one had left this world of ours.. so sorry for not being able to attend the funeral... hope ur ah ma will understand and rest peacefully in another world...

tks mama for taking care of mi for the past few days.. sorry for being a big baby.. i love u mummy...

tks daddy for being concern about mi too.. love u

tks xinyi for calling and checking out on mi.. love u...

tks sisters for being understanding too

miss my girls.....

fufiling... and content....

2008-05-05T21:31:00.002+08:00

argh.. finally found some leftover strength to blog...have beem actively meeting up with my girls for the past few days.. omg.. i miss all of them so much... especially warrior.. feels so great and excited to see u again..

1st meeting: met up with the girls in bugis.. started the meeting with flowers from warrior and hugs from my girls... i was so drained off after that day... we shop from 1 to 5.45.. then dinner at fish and co till 7.. then shopping again at bugis... then had dessert at bachmann japanese restaraunt from 9 to 10... we spend so much money.. bought 3 tops, one 3 quarter, one long tights, 2 pairs of earings, 2 bags and one pair of shorts... luckily the stuff from bugis street was not very expensive and our bargain skills were superby.. haha.. so sorry girls... cuz i was too excited that day..just took my first paycheck.. promise not to behave like a shoppping monster again...

2nd meeting: went to minds cafe with my girls.. walk roughly 15 mins b4 we found the place.. it was a cosy hangout and i like the food there.. the hot brownie warm my heart.. laugh so much.. especially the part where carol rap the alphabet song.. it was so funny.. she was so sporty.. evidence: my hairs stands and i can feel a chill in my spine when she raps.. haha.. too bad.. the video was accidently deleted by mi.. we played truth or dare jega blocks.. all of us were punished.. haha.. fer had to walk like a chicken around the tables.. carol had to pretend she was walking on a thin tight line..warrior had to place a block on top of her head and walk ard... mine was the worst.. i had to go round the tables in the cafe and telling everyone that it was my birthday and minds cafe were treating mi to a drink... so malu.. but i did got a float drink in the end.. haha...we lost one of the jenga block.. we search high and low for it.. still could not find when we left.. guess what.. it was in my bag.. omg.. gonna retuen when i'm back there ...meet up my mum after session with my gals .. bought her to marche for a mother day dinner.. got a rostti, snapper filet with mash potato and a spanish seafood rice.. we were too full for dessert... mum were fancinated by the card system.. she wants mi to order the food for her.. but i refused.. cuz i want her to try... aha... she looks so happy... i was happy too.. cuz i finally bought her to marche... yeah... went to giant.. bought a small fan.. and lots of fruits.. felt giddy halfway shopping and we went home.. tks daddy for coming to fetch us.. though u grumble.. but u are still a gd father..

third meeting.. had pedicure done with my girls.. wow.. feels so great to pamper myself... then had a small birthday celebration for fer over at secret recepie.. had a oerocheese cake, children's set meal and mash potato that looks like a piece of shit... haha.. ironically, we divide the meal into 4 portions... forgetting that we should pay for fer birthday.. haha... then off to town with maiden and dragon.. bought a pair of crocs and a pair of footwear from dmk..then went to transfer money to a online mask peddler... bought mc flurry for sisters...

fufiling... and content....

2008-05-04T21:23:00.014+08:00

life at the other side of the world......

2008-04-29T05:50:00.002+08:00

came across this essay from a friend's blog..and it goes like that...

don't compare yourself with the people above you,
do compare yourself with the people below you.
you will be a happier one,
because,
you know... you are so far fortunate than millions of people out there,
comparing yourself with the people above you,
will only have one outcome,
...jealousy,
it will be endless comparing,
learn how to say,
-so what?-
if people are better than you, so what?
if people are richer than you, so what?
if people are prettier than you, so what?
if people are more famous than you, so what?
you will feel happier...
you are chosen to be what you are now,
you are not chosen to be one of the children in the photos,
so, tell me,
are you fortunate?
10,000

randoms.........

2008-04-28T20:24:00.004+08:00

geeeeee.... so embarassing today... haha.. i was waiting for the lift to take mi from the mrt platform to the lrt level.. ( from b1 to 3 level). there were so many people waiting for the lift... the lift was so slow.. taking its own sweat time... so i turn on my mp3 and shut my eyes to rest for a while.. OMG... when i open my eyes.. there was noone ard mi... and the lift was already at the second level... haha.. so malu.. was wondering if the people ard mi tried to alert mi... haha.. my mp3 was on loud blast.. haha.. wonder what would they think of mi..omg..

second embarass incident...
conversation
patient: i wan to see a p*** specialist..
me: huh.. what!! u wan to see a penis specialist.. ( laughing hard inside)
patient: huh... i have p*** all over my body....
me: huh... ( laughing harder.. imagining there is a lot of penis all over his body)
patient: it has something to do with my nerves...think i need a neuro specialist
me: kept quiet... cuz i dun understand what the patient is trying to put across
angelyne: aiyo.. what u meant is pain rite...
patient: yeah .. pain pain... i have pain especially on my shoulder...

ahha... i swear his pronunciation of pain was really penis.. omg.. so crude... hahaha...
was so tired today.. went to work at 7.40... cuz i got to open the centre... open 15 doors.. on the computers... photocopier.. attend to early bird patients.. and alot alot alot... anyway.. today passes so fast.. leaving me breathless... if only time would halt at a moment when i'm at my happiest... its so contradicting sometimes.. when i'm working or waiting.. i would pray for the time to pass quickly... fast fast fast???.... would i regret i'm always wishing that time would pass faster when i'm dying?.... i better not wish for time to pass quickly in future.. haha.. apart from special circumstances..

i met up with dragon last sat for a quick lunch at kfc... then we went to walk ard in rivervale plaza.. carol went to trim her hair... i trimed my fringe too:0.. i didnt realise that there were 3 hair salons over at rivervale plaza until that day.. haha

dragon.... here are ur photos...

to fer... know that you are feeling down and unhappy recently... it really hurt me when u cried... feeling so powerless when there was nothing i can do for u, apart from assuring you that everything would be alright.. hope u will be happy soon.. i love u.....:P....

can i?

2008-04-23T20:24:00.002+08:00

if i were to list one inate talent of mine.. haha.. then it will be continous crying.. i cried from 3pm to 6 pm today... haha.. but of course its not continous la.. haha... i stop for awhile... then cont again... even my patient witness mi crying.. so embarrasing...

was scolded by a dr today.. details was a blur... i guess miscommunication was the cause... when i came out of his room... i did not even shed a tear... i just mearly complain to ogla.. after that when i was using the computer, ogla came and hug mi from behind, and tried to console mi.. i felt so touched and started crying... then later the rest of my collegues came over and console mi too... haha.. it made mi cry harder... in fact i was not feeling angry or sad.. but feels abit unpleasant being called a stupid girl repeatedly for 3 times.. feel so bless being love by each and every one of them.. because i'm the youngest over there.. they really treat mi like their small little girl.. protecting and naturing mi.. i dun ever want to grow up.. can i stop growing older? can i?

eeee.....

2008-04-23T06:20:00.002+08:00

had a nightmare last night.. hope it will not happen in real life.. had dreamt that i just got married and moved into my husband's house... then i realise that he and the maid were having an affair... then i went inside the bedroom and pack my stuff... i packed my stuff slowly.. wondering if he will make any last moment savage.. but he did not..in fact he was sitting in another room eating fruits and watching tv with the maid... i told him i want to have our marriage annulled...he wanted to divorce mi and not allow mi to anulled the marriage..... so bad... cuz he doesnt wants to see mi declaring myself as single..... omg.. such a horible amd selfish man..

i rememered i cried so hard in the dream.... it was so scary..... marrying an unfaithful man.. is really hell.....

marriage is really a big deal cuz it invovles a lifetime.. one mistake--- it change ur life.....

pray it wont happen to mi in real life....... so ironic to have this kind of dream... haha

this is how it goes.....

2008-04-22T20:46:00.002+08:00

been ask to help to run dr t** clinic... cuz chole will be leaving us soon... someone have to take over her... i'm a little scare.. but if this is what god had arrange for mi to go thrue.. i will gladly embrace it.. i'll try to make less mistake... accept all comments for my wrongdoings graciously..cuz i believe in learning thrue mistake... those ppl who really wants to see u excel are those ppl who actually point out ur mistake... thou life in near future might be a little stress.. but with the help from my dear colleugues... i believe i will pull thrue... love all of them...

went for a fall prevention talk in the afternoon.. was abit boring... but i sat upright to keep myself awake... the whole talk was comprehensive.. it seems that the speaker had actually spend alot of time on it... so i feel a need to show my apreciation thrue attention...

went to golden landmark complex for malay rice with huini after the talk... i had a drumstick. egg and tofu.. huini gt herself gado gado... look nice.. nv tried that b4.. we talk alot... i always had that "shes my long lost friend" feeling whenver i meet someone new.. i will gladly share all my secrets and life with that person... i enjoy the feeling of sharing stories and them confiding in mi... its the closness that brings that joy... but there are certain ppl who just doesnt have that affinity with mi... we may be once close... and shared everything... but as time goes by.. we can determine who are the people who love and bless us... those who stick with you thrue thick and thin will be the special ones who will change or brighten ur life.. one type of people i do not really like are people who only likes to share and not listen... they are only interested in confiding their problems to others, making themselves feel better... but whenever their friend shares their problems to them... they will seems so uninterested.. thats very bad...cuz all people will have their own problems and stories to share...they need a listenining ear too... life is so short... i feel that having buddies in ur life is an impt aspect of life....friends are for life... not a moment of novelty... if u dun treasure this affinity, gradually u will lose it.... ask urself... name how many friends u have that really cares and love u.. understands how u feel... cry with u when u are sad... laugh with u heartily, truely when u feel happy.... be there for u whenever u need them?

i treasure my friends.. what about u ??...... go read ur own blog or diary... or search ur souls.. what do u normally write or think abt... haha... if u are always harping on the same person or same topic... i'm sorry.. u are the one i'm talking about... and i'm laughing at ur silliness right now...cuz u miss out something so impt in life.. friends... :)

a simple day of mine........

2008-04-20T09:35:00.009+08:00

argh.. really hate the fact that i must work half day on a sat... poor me... haha.. but at least its better compared to the past where i study five days and my weekend thrue a silly boring pushcart... its thousand times better... i will be miserable if no one speaks to mi...

tks fransica, olga and zul.... noe i'm suppose to stay with u guys for ot.. but my frenz is already on her way here looking for mi... tks guys for being so sweet.. allowing mi to leave early..

met up with xinyi yesterday... we went to marina square... dint noe.. that the second floor had turn to look like shops in far east.. kiv some tops and bags... argh... when is my pay coming... ??

we had our lunch cum dinner at cafe cartel.. we took chicken and fish combo... tot it came with fries... but it came with spagetti instead.. eeeeee.....had baked cream sauce macaroni too.... that was quite nice.... i ate so much yesterday.. feel so guilty... i lost count on the slices of bread i ate.. haha... met baby and her bf... so qiao..

saw a pair of crocs..but my size were out of stock.....so sad.... my current nursing shoes is killing mi....

we had dessert at azubu icecream( how to spell??) yesterday... its shaved ice with fresh strawberries with one scoop of smooth vanila icecream... yummy... taste so nice... look nice too.. wanted to take a pic of it.. but guess we were too hungry... i only realise that i haven take a pic of it until xinyi took her last serving.... haha

in short... had a fun day with her.. tks xinyi for all the gifts she bought for mi in japan... love you

tks all my frenzs for loving mi.. thou i may be wilful or spoilt at times... but pls dun stop loving mi... cuz i'm trying everyday to become a better person...

to my family... u are the best... if there is a next life... hope we'll be a family once more...

i'm blessed to have everyone taking care and loving mi... i feel so bless... so bless... so bless

remember only the good... forget abt all the childish and unhappy things that had happen...i only want to remember the good times we all shared... the accompany i had when i'm trapped at home 2 weeks because of a virus...the depressing moment when i failed my practical.... the calls... the concerns....i appreciate..pardon me for being childish... pardon mi for my sharp words...i always believe everything happens for a reason....experiences brought 3 angels to my life.... my maiden, warrior and dragon...experiences helps mi understand better of what i want.. experiences reflects to mi how childish i had been... a pure heart is all i wan now..... i love all my friends... hope i'll be able to earn a golden ticket to heaven... i'm evolving....dun ask me... y change.... cuz it happens for a reason

naughty girls... no more havoc in my tagboard... haha...love u girls.....

:)

2008-04-18T20:31:00.001+08:00

ran dr c*** and prof c**** clinic in the afternoon...tks all my colleugues for their help..had learnt alot of things from them.. tks nana for the bird nest... trying to get use to the routines.. i'm trying.. i'm trying:)

dreams

2008-04-17T06:32:00.001+08:00

i dreamt of u last night....................

randoms

2008-04-16T02:47:00.002+08:00

overtime expected for this 2 weeks..cuz i will be the one who lock the door... yesterday for an extra one and a half hr... and today 30 mins.. its either more money or time off for work.. so far have accumulate 5 hours and 25 mins le... 8 hrs makes up a day... thus... for my grad day in end of may... i need not apply unpay leave..
been scanning thrue online shop for my 21st bdae cake... is it too early?? haha... better search later.. life is so unexpected.. i will be disappointed if i dun get to celebrate my bdae.. i had learnt... to not plan alot of things ahead... as disapointment will cums hard on u..
receive a letter from govt today... will be receiving 500 bucks from them made in 3 payments.. in april, july and oct... its good... if not i will use it all up in one go...haha.. gonna use it to offset my shopping, consultation with my dr, a massage session for my mum and my bangkok shopping trip... the money came in the right time:P

videos

2008-04-13T17:59:00.003+08:00

pls view with small screen.. clearer...cuz videos taken by hp... small resolution

so angry..

2008-04-13T17:04:00.011+08:00

have been blogging for the past one and a half hr.. lost the entry.. so angry.... argh...

anyway.. too tired to write long stories le... haha..cut things short... had a fun time with fer in airport after work... show u guys pics... to cut my entry short... let the pics do the talking..

we had lunch at popeyes:) its yummy and cheap.. the combo consist of 4 pieces of fried chickens, 1 large coslaw, mash potato, cajun fries,2 fresh buttermilk biscuits and 2 drinks.. after that we walk around the airport... took sky trains to all the terminals.. bought chocalates.. tealeaves ( with 4 free tea cups) and alot of kiv( keep in view) stuff.. wait till we get our pay.. wahhaa... we'll bring our gals there on our nxt gathering.. had peppermint smoothie and chinese plums with lemon at tong shui cafe.. after that we head home:P

after we bath.... we did mask...

fer look like a egypt mummy... wahha... but the day did not end well as expected.. i slept at 2 am.. been trying to help solve my sis problems... anyway.. was happy that the misunderstanding was cleared up... chatted with sis's frenzs, their parents and siblings.. they are all nice ppl:P... its just that sometimes... anger heat things up... and the matter was blew up.. understanding and respecting seems to be lacking... hope these young children would grow up healthily, staying happy and pure...

xinyo told mi she got mi a red love charm from a japan temple... love her.... hope it works... wahha( dun laugh at mi)... hope everything will go smoothly for her orientation

warrior... pls study hard.. we all miss and love u.... haaha...

dragon.. dun be lazy... set up a blog soon

sharon... jiayou.. one more yr left:)

xinyi... (raffles).. i will catch u if u fall.... stay strong and happy

to yen... come back to work... dun rot at home...

to baby...pls take gd care of ur health... love ya

to my beloved cousin.. meet up soon... i miss u..

to angela... meet up soon.. happy birthday...

to yixia aka se pepe, jeannie, weijin, wayne, jasper and joseph.. study hard.. meet up soon...miss u guys

to my second sis shan hu is stalking my blog now... u are a kapo.. but i still love u..

to angeline.. sorry... for not having enough time for u

to agustine... hey.. study hard.... take gd care..

to chubby runner... so sorry.. i took a long time to blog..

to cuyan... stay happy.. tks for everything u have done

may love spread around.....

another happy day..

2008-04-11T20:03:00.003+08:00

received an sms from xinyi early morning... shes back from japan... so happy... tks god for letting her come home safely...

this morning shift starts from 8 am.. cuz i got to take the key from the security to open the doors... by the time i reach IM... dr c**** is already sitting on the sofa reading newspapers.... its onli 7.49 am... really impressed by these doctors.. they bascially have to work everyday if their patients is staying in the ward... they have be 24 hours on standby in case of any emergency... though they may irritate mi sometimes.. but i really do respect them for being the saviour of human lives...

my morning started in a rush... when i reach IM with the bunch of keys.... there were already 2 paients waiting in the lobby.. i hastily put my bag in the room and quickly open the 15 doors in IM... i have to on the computers too...... my hair were falling all over.. think i do look like a madwoman at that moment.. haha.. but no choice..there are alot of things for mi to do..

is a crazy day for mi.. helping out in both IM and s* clinic .... woosh..... really tiring.... ran prof c*** clinc in the afternoon... wow.. drain off by the time i finished his clinic... running his clinic is like sitting on a rollercoaster.... fast fast and fast... he's one cute old man.. whenever he finish seeing one pt.... he will walk away.. then i wil have to call his hp to get him back... so i'll try to do things fast and let him see 2 to 3 pts in a row... but he stills wins... cuz he see his patients really fast..
i got to process payment, medicine and appt for patients.. so in the end.. i realise the more i rush him... i will end up killing myself... haha...so funny... today i rang him 3 times .. that meant that throughout 3 to 4.50 pm.... he walked away 3 times..... can u imagine.. the lapse in between is onli 5 to 15 mins... i wonder why he doesnt want to stay inside his room... haha... what is he up too ???.. wahha... and this is not the first time...i had 2 such experience when i ran his clinc during my attachment, months ago... heard from the staff over there... he have been behaving this way for many yrs le... waha..

really love wrking in a hospital... i can meet alot of different ppl everyday.. its so interesting... i'm beginning to enjoy it...

shooooooo.. another day passed

2008-04-10T20:40:00.003+08:00

it was drizzling slightly when i was walking home today.. but strangely, i dint use my umbrella... instead, i allow the raindrops to fall freely on mi...it reminds mi of a caption i saw today on a guy t shirt.. " the most amazing thing in this world is the world itself. isn't it"

rain, thunder, lightling or snow.... have u guys ever wonder how it happen??.. there are certain facts that scientist are able to explain... but i'm always curious about life... how we exist?..... why die?....... what will happen after death?? it often gives mi shivers when i try to imagine the feeling of non- existence... silence... i cant see my loved ones... cant hear my mum nagging at mi... cant hear my sisters screaming.. cant hear my friends saying they do love mi.. cant feel pain... cant feel sadness... cant feel happiness..... cant taste my fav food.... cant open my eyes.... SCARY.......

but why do ppl hate each other?? since life is so short... why take things so hard... why not let go.... cuz humans are always moving towards the future.... thinking about finding their love one.. setting up family... sucessful careers.... happy marriage.... lots of money... But why not think of " end"...

how many tmls are we left with.... dun smug and think u stil have a long way to go just because u are young.. cuz things happen why u least expect them... hu can u blame it on?.... nv try to blame anyone including gods or fate if ur life is about to end... cuz we all noe in our hearts that eventually life will lead to death..... really hate those ppl hu say" oei.....touchwood" when the word '' death" is mentioned.... its doesnt help... cuz we cant avoid it.. even if we dun mention about it.... lets try to embrace it.... love each other.. and forget about all the bitterness that had happened..nv nurse any hatred.... cuz u maybe inflicting pain not only on others but also yourself.. dun let urself leave to regret if that person u dislike pass away... and realise that the matter that lead to the quarrel is nowwhere significant to "death"

lets battle against death.. never leave ur life to regret... dun hurt each other..... cuz our ultimate nemesis is death... not friends.... nor people living in this world breathing in the same air... hearting beating in the same momentum....

i'll try.... be nice to everyone.... i'll try..........

where shall i go??

2008-04-09T21:08:00.003+08:00

i'm more confused than ever... i love my collegues in IM, but i love the environement in s*** clinic... argh... some ppl say i will be going to IM, some says i will be going to the clinic.. hmm... actually i'm fine with this 2 places... think gt to wait for mr loh to return on nxt mon to make the decision..

this morning, was at s*** clinic... so busy... there are so many walk in cases... PPL.. PLS KINDLY BOOK APPT B4 U VISIT THE DRS.. CUZ WE NEED TIME TO TRACE UR FILE... AND THERE ARE MANY MORE PTS WHO BOOKS THEIR APPTS EARLIER... WE NURSES ARE NOT SO FREE TO ENTERTAIN U LAZY PPL....

was in IM this afternoon...i was the star of attraction today.. think i was interviewed by almost all colleugues in IM.. haha... they wants to find out if M*** bullies mi. haha... ALL the kapos...
helped one caucasion 70 old man to do a ECG today... but his chest was so hairy.. i got to find a shaver to shave away all his hairs... haaha.. we joked about the shaving process.. haha. i told him i will shave his hair till its looks like a barcode...haha... but he wants mi to shave it into a heart shaped design so his wife would have a surprise... haha.. but in the end... well... i dunnoe what it looks like.... the ECG machine broke down.. have to go all the way to healthcheck to borrow.... argh... i'm tired le.. hope tml will be a better day... going to slp le...

i love fer fer

2008-04-09T05:59:00.003+08:00

tks fer for helping mi do up my blog.. i noe u were very tired last night. yet u forgo ur sleep and helped mi with this blog... i really appreciate that.. with thousand loves.. tks tks... wonder how life would it be without u.. haha..

receive an sms from xinyi yesterday ensuring mi that she was having fun and were safe in japan... so happy... she'll be back on friday.. hope she will bring back the mask i want... haha.. and most importantly the love charm from the japan temple.. wahaha...

assist dr chris foo with a surgery yesterday.. was surprised that mala had me involved.. cuz normally she will lock the door and not teach anyone.. she's been nice too mi...guess its becuz s*** clinic is not as busy as IM.. thus she's not easily irritated.. i love working in both places.. i have my cute colleuges for mi to chat with in internal medicine.. s*** clinic is quiet and peaceful.... anyway will be going back to IM this afternoon as dr wong is on leave this afternoon. hopefully everything will go smoothly today...

Random

2008-04-08T06:16:00.008+08:00

haiz.. had spent nearly 40 mins trying to figure out how to do links, comments box and background... but haha.. everything not done... guess i'm really not good at techincal stuff.. will get yen or fer to help out..

my first day at work was a breeze... had ask mum to take some pics... but cant load into the com...

a pic of mi ... look real ugly la... din slp well.. big eye bags.... i am to reach workplace at 8.30.. but i onli left my huse at 7.45.. luckily i was not late...was greeted by all my pretty and sweet colleugue... was so happy to see them again... tks huini for orientating mi.... and tks everyone for making mi feel so welcom... haha... huini tried to intro mi to the drs... dr ekachai gave mi a handshake... and smiled cheerfully...greeted to dr law and dr stanely liew too.. dr liew's palm are so small... think my palm is bigger than his.. haha.. luckily dr teo was with a pt when huini knock the door.. so scary... dr teo is fierce.... eeeeeee..... then ltr i was deployed to s*** centre where i get to work with M***... opps.... she was superrrrrr nice to mi... she kept telling everyo0nne there that i'm a fast learner... haha... she brought mi to the dr.. introduce.... haha... dr chris foo is a nice chap... saw a pic on his desk.. a young boy and girl... both with cute dimples like him.. haha... then later i got on with my work... met guoshuang for lunch.. ate my fav tomyam fish soup... super nice... chat with my chicken rice uncle too... then ltr on.. accompany gs to bugis for an ice- cream cone..

i finish my work at 5.42... but left only at 6.. becuz i can onli claim my ot if i worked half hr... on my way home, i saw a patient that was in my clinc in the morning.. a tall caucasian.. then went to get sockings and my eyeliner in compasspoint...

my new shoes giving mi blister.. hope it wont hurt so much with my sockings today.. got to go and bath le... if not i might be late.. hahah....

my first time blogging

2008-04-07T06:40:00.001+08:00

its 7 of april 3.40am now... but i cant sleep... cuz i'll be going to work later.. today will be the first day i'm working as a qualified staff nurse... feeling so excited yet abit down... cuz i'm no longer a student.. feel abit old... heard rumors a few days back from a colleuge that i will be going to be deployed to s*** centre... OMG.... totally feels so turn off... i hate M***... i dun wan to wrk with her... haha... thats my first reaction.... but later when i cool down.. i felt better... perhaps everything is predestined... so there must be a reason to y i will be posted there... haha.. perhaps i cant see it now... but well... haha....

went to yen's 21 birthdae on sat... hmm... the food were yummy... but i'm sweating throughout... i was outdoor the whole nite.. cuz there are simply too many ppl ard... feel abit out of place...haha... well... for my 21st birthdae... i might want a party too... but onli loved ones will be invited ba... cuz i wanna feel comfortable on my special day.. dun wanna wear out myself entertaining ppl... haha... i'm so excited... shall discuss further with my gals..

comtemplating wheather to have my bdae over here... a poolside terrance... its at aloha loyang.... with 4 bedrooms... and a private kitchen.. frenzs can cum over and swim too... haha.. total damage will be ard 500 dollars... so ex... but my aunt and her husband are senior civil servant..hope to get some discount.... anyway aunt will be paying... love her... haha...

feels abit tired... but dun think i can get to slp... should i bring a set of clothes to change after wrk? i have no confidence on my uniform... cuz it really s***... will be pinning up pics to prove to u guys... haha... shall take some pics b4 wrk to rem this day...

anyway.. i will continue to blog tonite... :)