My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.
going back to work tml after a hoo ha week.. back to reality after my stupidity of death and rubbish.. haha..
hasnt been back to work for 2 days.. miss my colleugues and doctor.. wonder if nana make a mess of my clinic when i'm away... hopefully not.. gonna reach early to check it out.. some of the things i gonna do tml:
- check my appt list
- clean up my dr's room
- refill finishing supplies
- reply letters
- trace files for results
- sterilise my working area
- check my casenotes
wow... dun think i'm able to knock off punctually again
sis had a scare last night when i shouted in the middle of the night.. haha.. i dreamt that there are some big black crows trying to use their beaks to attack me.. haha.. a funny dream..
whats life? discuss some death issue with angelyene last night.. and i felt down after it.. y make us live when we have to die in the first place.. yeah.. alot of ppl will go: aiya.. all of us will die one day.. whats so scary about it..
but have u ever try to imagine that kind of frightening feeling.. where u no longer can feel, see, talk and thats the end of u.. no one will rem u.. u wont even rem urself.. everyday we are ageing.. and we are moving so close to death each day... its a scary thought.. at least to mi.. are we like an organism.. where we just cum and go.. will there be afterlife.. or complete darkness after we die... if only someone can advise me of that ans... i will be thankful and even kiss your shoe for that ans..
maybe religion will be the way out for my scary thoughts.. maybe seeking for a religion that i'm able to believe in, might help..
have got a patient who experience an heart attack and nearly die.. he told mi that the feeling of near death is a sense of impeding doom and a heavy heart..
enough of this le... haha...



mi and my cousin.... so cute..
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