My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

feeling so frustated the whole evening.. argh.. everyone kanna from mi... my family and my beloved fer..
1.i nv want to rear any pets or animals in future... i cried so hard just now when my kor kor fish died... argh.. i hate that.. if i haven ask for any goldfish from dad... kor kor would'nt have pass away..it was half flip b4 i went to slp at 10pm.. now i woke up.. he disapppear, so i conclude he had already pass away.. the reason to his death is because my sis wanted goldfish too.. dad bought more.. and they started chasing kor kor ard and bit its tail.. i got so angry and shouted at everyone.. i scold daddy too.. for failing to heed my advice not to get more fish...i'm not going to have any pets in future.. the pain of losing them is great... i'm going to take care of my remaining mei mei, jie jie and di di..
2. graduation day on tuesday.. i haven collected my gown and its way pass the due date.. shit.. just found out.. omg.. hopefully there are alot of sizes left.. if not i'm going to trip wearing a big gown on that day.. feel so piss
3. graduation day cuming.. no cameras yet.. shit... luckily b4 i slept.. cousin pauline agrees to lend it to mi.. i love her tks..
feel so upset the whole evening... feels like running ard the room screaming at the top of my lung and kicks whatever thing that gets in my way..
Labels: in memory of kor kor