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The Ballerina
The Ballerina
About me

In a place, where it was bordered on both ends by hedge.Suddenly, I could feel something glinting on the corner of my left eye. I rolled my eyes to the left. Then, I found an ornate mirror. Looking into the mirror, I saw my reflections. Into my eyes, I saw my past. My beautiful past.

About yourself.
My speech
JOcelyn
23 August 1987
Leo/Virgo
Chatty
Easy-going

My Wants
Pink,Yellow,Red, White
My Family
All my friends.. especially ** u noe hu u are
Spending time with my gals

i want this
i've got this


WisHlist
*a pair of jeans
*a sleek digital camera
*pamper myself and ma ma with massage session
*agnes b wallet
*agnes b totebag
*reach my ideal weight
*new lingerines
*new red hp
*belly- piercing done b4 birthday
*new spects
*a nice specially make birthday cake
*grow my hair longer
*enroll myself to unisim nxt jan
*have more savings
*being assign to a good doctor
*buy a crumpler bag for 2nd sis
*a treat to swensens for youngest sis
*watching sunset or sunrise
*have time for more volunteering work
*be nice and not flare up easily
*a shopping trip to bkk
*a splendid birthday party
*body scrub
*body lotion
*new MP3
What you hate.

Talkings
Chit Chat Everything in the Sun.



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Archives
My footsteps

♥April 2008
♥May 2008
♥June 2008
♥July 2008

My DarLinKs
BYEBYE

Ferfer"`
Warrior"
xin"
pauline"
nadeera"
vanessa lim"
anis"
van sng"
stephanie"
sjanice"
melvin"`
Dragon"
wanhua"
huiqi"`
cuyanie"`
terence"
anntonii"
jiawen"
ayunie"
steven"
angeline"

Music
Lalalala




Credits
Don't delete this part.

x o x o


Wednesday, May 28, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

yesterday was my graduation.. woke up very early as i got to reach school by 8... met up with shuqin at seragoon mrt.. we took train all the way to clementi and took bus 154 to school..think we were late for about 20 mins... by the time we reach school, ppl were already sitting in the room with their harry potter gown on..but who cares.. haha.. i went to the toilet to relieve myself, while shuqin changes her top...

my seat no was m8.. m7 was jonathon and m9 was hongbei.. was so happy to see everyone again..

my parents did not attend the ceremony as they were both busy.. intially i dint feel anything.. but when we walk in the room and other parents starts taking pics of their children..a surge of dissapointment overwhelms mi...

was rather sentimental yesterday.. nearly cried when i saw mr lim in the video, boon yen on stage and while taking the nursing pledge.. 3 years... so fast.. i finally pull over all obstacles and reach the shore.. no more toturing attachments..common test and exams.. and the everyday 3 hrs to and fro school.. but i will miss all my friends..

tks all my wonderful friends who cheered and clapped their hands when i was on stage.. poly life would'nt be the same without u guys..we love and hope for the best for one another.

memories will be kept...in my heart... where all of u belong...

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Monday, May 26, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.


feeling so frustated the whole evening.. argh.. everyone kanna from mi... my family and my beloved fer..

1.i nv want to rear any pets or animals in future... i cried so hard just now when my kor kor fish died... argh.. i hate that.. if i haven ask for any goldfish from dad... kor kor would'nt have pass away..it was half flip b4 i went to slp at 10pm.. now i woke up.. he disapppear, so i conclude he had already pass away.. the reason to his death is because my sis wanted goldfish too.. dad bought more.. and they started chasing kor kor ard and bit its tail.. i got so angry and shouted at everyone.. i scold daddy too.. for failing to heed my advice not to get more fish...i'm not going to have any pets in future.. the pain of losing them is great... i'm going to take care of my remaining mei mei, jie jie and di di..

2. graduation day on tuesday.. i haven collected my gown and its way pass the due date.. shit.. just found out.. omg.. hopefully there are alot of sizes left.. if not i'm going to trip wearing a big gown on that day.. feel so piss

3. graduation day cuming.. no cameras yet.. shit... luckily b4 i slept.. cousin pauline agrees to lend it to mi.. i love her tks..

feel so upset the whole evening... feels like running ard the room screaming at the top of my lung and kicks whatever thing that gets in my way..


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Sunday, May 25, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

mummy came over to look for mi yesterday.. so sorry mum to let u wait for mi for nearly 2 hours.. the centre was so busy.. even though i end my dr's session early.. i still got to help out the rest.. mum was super happy yesterday.. cuz almost everyone of my colleugue went over to tell her that she doesnt look like my mum.. but more like a sister.. haha.. she was grinning non- stop..went lunchie with mum... we had a fried fish soup , pork ribs rice and a cup of mama( sour plum and lime).. i scolded mama.. cuz she tried to tempt mi with rice.. haha.. and i told her i would be angry if she does it again..

then we went to shop ard.. was kind of dissapointed yesterday....initially i wanted to psycho my mum to get mi a coach wristlet.. but the sales stuff are really terrible.. looks so cheap and yuckie.. but nv mind.. huini is going US.. gonna beg her to get one for mi.. haha...

received a stupid call from se pe pe yesterday.. argh..he posed as a starhub staff asking if i was a hubber.. i was unsure... but that got mi excited.. cuz my dad was a maxonline, hp and cable tv subsriber.. i tot theremight be some free gifts.. stupid him.. says i sound a crazy woman... if mum were'nt ard. i gonna go to somewhere quiet and scream thrue the phone.. haha.. wishing his ear would buzz the whole day.. wahah..

to mum: life would not be the same without u... i love u..

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Friday, May 23, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

waking up in the wee hours again... its not that i cant sleep... but because i slept at 9pm just now.. feels so fresh now..

haha.. had a rather foul morning.. lack of sleep.....plus irritated by some stupid kaisu ppl, who stands ard the counter waiting for registeration even when they can see that i'm still opening the doors.. blind or refuse to see? i dunoe? why so kiasu.. would u lose anything if the person who arrives earlier than u gets registered first.. anyway the doctors will be coming in late.. whats the pt.. so ironic.. even if u are in a rush.. pls open ur eyes too.. i'm still opening the doors...

there is this stupid pt who came over to mi today..

pt:" when can i see the doctor? i have been waiting for 45 mins already..i need to leave here by five"
mi: hmm.. the blood results generally takes an hr to an hr half before it can be out.. so u wan mi to ask the doctor if he can see u without the blood test?

pt: no, i wan to see the doctor with all my results...how long do i have to wait?

mi: ok.. i think u need to wait for roughly another 15 to 30 mins..pls let mi call the lab and check.. take seat first

the pt refuse to take a seat and cont to stand infront of mi

pt: i really need to leave here by 5

mi: i noe, but can u pls give mi sometime, to check how long more u have to wait?

pt kind of bang the table and walk away..

gosh.. hu u think u are? a queen? or diva? pls.. dun make mi drop my jaw.. u think u are the only pt here? everyone have to wait... even if u show ur temper and act like a shit.. u still have to wait.. all pts are equal.. if u cant wait.. pls.. a and e dept pls..

alone yesterday.. there were 2 pts banging the tables.. not angry.. instead.. surge of nausea overwhelms mi.. how can u treat another ppl in this way... omg.. i wont be able to speak in this tone to another person.. or act like a child banging tables in public...feels like vomitting when someone doesnt show respect to another person..

anyway.. enough of work.. so happy.. daddy bought 4 baby goldfish for mi yesterday.. they are so cute.. suppose to go chose and buy with him.. but since he went fish farm today.. he bought it..
haha.. given them names.. didi, jie jie, kor kor and mei mei.. wahha... i tot for nearly 40 mins.. b4 i'm satisfied.. mei mei is the fattest.. jie jie have the biggest eye.. didi is the skinnest with some black patches on the body..and kor kor is the orange goldfish... shall update pic nxt round.. i'm going to learn to change the tank water on the weekend.. wooo.. so cool... :P

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Thursday, May 22, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

u flare... i'll take..and accept.. i kept quiet... bow down to ur unresonable ways.. not because i have no temper at all.. its simply cuz i repect... and i noe its all for my own good..
i still love and appreciate all the help u haven given... well.. find it amazing that i can actually tolerate all these rants.. since i'm always the one ranting at ppl.. change in mi? i dunnoe..

just find it hard to be nasty, to fight, or to argue with another person anymore.. life is so short.. i'll treasure everyone... so yes... u scold and rant at mi over and over again.. but i still do love and respect u.. yes.. i really do.. thats y i cried..

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Wednesday, May 21, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

motivation keeps mi going.. there are so much things i ought to do now..but its hard to keep that morale going.. haha... warrior and fer... pls stop mi if i'm eating too much again.. haha...u noe right.. i seriously needa shed away 2 more kgs... haha.. pls try to sms mi every now and then to motivate and remind mi.. wahha..

a great time spend with my aviva friends on mon.. love everyone of u.. truely.. tks for coming into my life..i'm blessed:P

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Saturday, May 17, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

met fer, joseph and yixia just now.. the world is so small...some ppl just share that affinity with u.. life is so short.. i'm always wondering how many people can we meet in this world.. one percent?? i doubt so.. there are far too many ppl in this world...

went to see a doctor just now.. having rashes over my forehead and t zone... so itch.. spend 12 dollars plus.. its red, scaly and itch.. hopefully it will recover soon.. haha.. met up with baby just now.. had so much fun with her gossiping about so many things... haha.. hopefully we'll have more money to have better meal nxt meeting..

bought a wallet for fer fer for her bade.. hope she will love it..

was suppose to go for volunteering just now.. but my face was simply too itch... somemore.. i'm working ot today.. noT ENOUGH time to rush over..feel so bad.. wonder if i should quit the society... cuz wrking on sat.. and once i start studying.. i dun think i will have the time..

had my first roll-call yesterday with manager and colleugues..the first annoucement was to welcome mi aboard.. wow.. and officially declaring mi as dr chan's and dr tan's nurse... feel so fortuntate... cuz dr chan is one of the few dr i respect in the hospital..

bought a schedule book yesterday.. memory failing nowdays.. i need it to remind mi of certain occasions or things i got to do..

argh... cant stand those patients who ask mi how long they have to wait..DUN ASK MI THIS STUPID QUESTION.. WHAT IF I TELL U 10 MINS.. AND I CANT LET U SEE THE DR.. ARE U GOING TO SCOLD MI.. WHAT IF I TELL U HALF HR.. AND U GO SOMEWHERE ELSE.. AND MISS UR TURN.. ARE U GOING TO SCOLD MI TOO... ARGH.. AND STOP PACING INFRONT OF MI WHEN MI WHEN IASK U TO TAKE A SEAT.. DUN STRESS MI...I'M GOING TO TAKE A LONGER TIME IF U STRESS MI... I CANT WORK UNDER PRESSURE.. DONT WALK IN IF U HAVE NO APPT.. CUZ ITS SO IRRITATING. WE ALREADY HAVE SO MANY PATIENTS ON THE APPT LIST.. DUN MESS UP OUR DAY.. WE NEED TIME TO TRACE UR CASENOTES TOO.. DOCTORS CANT SEE U WITHOUT A CASENOTE... DUN CALL AND TELL US THAT U ARE FEELING SICK AND DYING WANTING TO SQUEEZE IN THE APPT LIST.. ARE THERE ONLY ONE DOCTOR IN THE WHOLE SINGAPORE??.. IF IT IS SO URGENT.. GO TO ACCIDENT AND EMERGENCY DEPT.. UR DOCTOR IS NOT A GOD.. IF ITS SO URGENT.. DUN WAIT. GO TO A AND E... FINISH VENTING LE.. haha

just now went to see dr.. it onli opens at 6.30pm..so i went to the toilet for big business first. haha.. wa.. so many people were standing outside the clinic when i return..when the clinic open its door.. i rush in to the registeration counter.. there was this guy who was infront of mi and a couple, but he allow us to queue infront of him.. so sweet.. this is one quality i like about a guy.. haha.. well let mi see.. wow.. i like nice smelling guys... guys who are generous and are not calculative about money.. guys hu respect girls..guys hu are motivated and noe what they want in life.. and lots more..more and more.. shit.. if the list goes on.. i'm going to forsee myself being stuck in the cupboard...

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Thursday, May 15, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

argh... the lower part of my ankle is hurting again... stupid crocs.. i bought for $48.. bought mi so much pain...i should have bite u hard b4 i wear u.. i dint realise that the 3 plaster i stick on it were soaking with blood until i end work.. gosh...

met up with xinyi after work, walk ard in kovan then bought another pair of shoes.. if not the pain will kill mi... then had dinner in xinwan with sharon in too...

ate so much that three of us decides so walk home.. omg.. i took 45 mins b4 reaching home...
bought so much things yesterday..got a bottle of body lotion and eye gel from bodyshop..a pair of eye studs,and the shoes... and bought spring chicken for my family....

working have been fine...

gainning weight rapidly.. omg.. the weight i lose when i was sick... gaining back already.. i must start controlling my diet if not i will be sad when i tip over the scales again...:(


Sunday, May 11, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.



Happy mother'S day my mum.. though I noe u wont read my blog... but i would still like to create this post solely for my great mother... if its wasnt u... i would'nt be ard in this world enjoying all the love and happiness.. if it wasnt u... i would have already died when i was 17... (because of a stupid reason).... tks for always being there for mi when i am sad and down... tks for always tolerating my brats behaviour.. tks for always taking care of mi whenever i'm sick.. tks for all of ur financial support whenever there are things that i would like to have..tks for always being so patient with mi... tks for liking all of my friends...


though we do have some small squabbles at times.. but u are still the person i love most in the world..now that i have start to work.. i hope to provide u with more things.. i hope to bring u to more nice places for meals... bring u to singapore flyer... bring u overseas.. bring u for a healthscreening package...bring u for facial/ massage.. buy u more clothes/bags.. to rebond ur hair... and lots more..


hope u would remain healthy.... and most importantly... i love u mummy......

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Friday, May 9, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

been vomiting and having diarrhea since tuesday.. yesterday was the worst.. diarrhea non-stop.. then suddenly feel breathless in the evening... mum called the ambulance and i was send to CGH.. everything was in a rush.. i didnt realise i was not wearing slippers until i reached the hospital.. the inside of the amubulance was very bright.. like whats shown on the tv.. mum was sitting at the front( with no seatbelts attached).. not much emotion at that moment.. just find the whole episode very amusing...

i did not wait for very long.. tks to the fact that i'm also a nursing staff..:) and the nurse there finds mi familiar.. argh.. so malu.. i'm like a big baby.. i started to cry even before the doctor insert the plug into my vein cuz i knew that it could be very pain.. the feeling of being on drip was scary..i felt trapped.. clinging on to mum and cried louder..

stupid gp.. visit her twice... but no improvement... somemore so expensive.. the total bill came up to 75 dollars for my A and E visit... still awaiting amubulance fees.. crossing fingers.. hope it wont cost too much.. tks colleugues for covering my work.. i'm still having cramps and diarrhea now.. will not return to work tml too...spend onli 1 and a half day in orientation.. make some new friends.. but too bad... i fall ill and miss the last few days.. hope to see u guys again in the hospital..:P have to join another orientation nxt round.. hopefully ppl there would be friendly and nice:)

happy birthday to my dearest fer fer too.. so sorry... too ill to wish u properply... hope u understand...:0

to dearest wanxin... feel sad for u that one of ur love one had left this world of ours.. so sorry for not being able to attend the funeral... hope ur ah ma will understand and rest peacefully in another world...

tks mama for taking care of mi for the past few days.. sorry for being a big baby.. i love u mummy...

tks daddy for being concern about mi too.. love u

tks xinyi for calling and checking out on mi.. love u...

tks sisters for being understanding too

miss my girls.....

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Monday, May 5, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

argh.. finally found some leftover strength to blog...have beem actively meeting up with my girls for the past few days.. omg.. i miss all of them so much... especially warrior.. feels so great and excited to see u again..

1st meeting: met up with the girls in bugis.. started the meeting with flowers from warrior and hugs from my girls... i was so drained off after that day... we shop from 1 to 5.45.. then dinner at fish and co till 7.. then shopping again at bugis... then had dessert at bachmann japanese restaraunt from 9 to 10... we spend so much money.. bought 3 tops, one 3 quarter, one long tights, 2 pairs of earings, 2 bags and one pair of shorts... luckily the stuff from bugis street was not very expensive and our bargain skills were superby.. haha.. so sorry girls... cuz i was too excited that day..just took my first paycheck.. promise not to behave like a shoppping monster again...

2nd meeting: went to minds cafe with my girls.. walk roughly 15 mins b4 we found the place.. it was a cosy hangout and i like the food there.. the hot brownie warm my heart.. laugh so much.. especially the part where carol rap the alphabet song.. it was so funny.. she was so sporty.. evidence: my hairs stands and i can feel a chill in my spine when she raps.. haha.. too bad.. the video was accidently deleted by mi.. we played truth or dare jega blocks.. all of us were punished.. haha.. fer had to walk like a chicken around the tables.. carol had to pretend she was walking on a thin tight line..warrior had to place a block on top of her head and walk ard... mine was the worst.. i had to go round the tables in the cafe and telling everyone that it was my birthday and minds cafe were treating mi to a drink... so malu.. but i did got a float drink in the end.. haha...we lost one of the jenga block.. we search high and low for it.. still could not find when we left.. guess what.. it was in my bag.. omg.. gonna retuen when i'm back there ...meet up my mum after session with my gals .. bought her to marche for a mother day dinner.. got a rostti, snapper filet with mash potato and a spanish seafood rice.. we were too full for dessert... mum were fancinated by the card system.. she wants mi to order the food for her.. but i refused.. cuz i want her to try... aha... she looks so happy... i was happy too.. cuz i finally bought her to marche... yeah... went to giant.. bought a small fan.. and lots of fruits.. felt giddy halfway shopping and we went home.. tks daddy for coming to fetch us.. though u grumble.. but u are still a gd father..

third meeting.. had pedicure done with my girls.. wow.. feels so great to pamper myself... then had a small birthday celebration for fer over at secret recepie.. had a oerocheese cake, children's set meal and mash potato that looks like a piece of shit... haha.. ironically, we divide the meal into 4 portions... forgetting that we should pay for fer birthday.. haha... then off to town with maiden and dragon.. bought a pair of crocs and a pair of footwear from dmk..then went to transfer money to a online mask peddler... bought mc flurry for sisters...


Sunday, May 4, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.
















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