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The Ballerina
The Ballerina
About me

In a place, where it was bordered on both ends by hedge.Suddenly, I could feel something glinting on the corner of my left eye. I rolled my eyes to the left. Then, I found an ornate mirror. Looking into the mirror, I saw my reflections. Into my eyes, I saw my past. My beautiful past.

About yourself.
My speech
JOcelyn
23 August 1987
Leo/Virgo
Chatty
Easy-going

My Wants
Pink,Yellow,Red, White
My Family
All my friends.. especially ** u noe hu u are
Spending time with my gals

i want this
i've got this


WisHlist
*a pair of jeans
*a sleek digital camera
*pamper myself and ma ma with massage session
*agnes b wallet
*agnes b totebag
*reach my ideal weight
*new lingerines
*new red hp
*belly- piercing done b4 birthday
*new spects
*a nice specially make birthday cake
*grow my hair longer
*enroll myself to unisim nxt jan
*have more savings
*being assign to a good doctor
*buy a crumpler bag for 2nd sis
*a treat to swensens for youngest sis
*watching sunset or sunrise
*have time for more volunteering work
*be nice and not flare up easily
*a shopping trip to bkk
*a splendid birthday party
*body scrub
*body lotion
*new MP3
What you hate.

Talkings
Chit Chat Everything in the Sun.



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Archives
My footsteps

♥April 2008
♥May 2008
♥June 2008
♥July 2008

My DarLinKs
BYEBYE

Ferfer"`
Warrior"
xin"
pauline"
nadeera"
vanessa lim"
anis"
van sng"
stephanie"
sjanice"
melvin"`
Dragon"
wanhua"
huiqi"`
cuyanie"`
terence"
anntonii"
jiawen"
ayunie"
steven"
angeline"

Music
Lalalala




Credits
Don't delete this part.

x o x o


Tuesday, April 29, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

came across this essay from a friend's blog..and it goes like that...

don't compare yourself with the people above you,
do compare yourself with the people below you.
you will be a happier one,
because,
you know... you are so far fortunate than millions of people out there,
comparing yourself with the people above you,
will only have one outcome,
...jealousy,
it will be endless comparing,
learn how to say,
-so what?-
if people are better than you, so what?
if people are richer than you, so what?
if people are prettier than you, so what?
if people are more famous than you, so what?
you will feel happier...
you are chosen to be what you are now,
you are not chosen to be one of the children in the photos,
so, tell me,
are you fortunate?
10,000

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Monday, April 28, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

geeeeee.... so embarassing today... haha.. i was waiting for the lift to take mi from the mrt platform to the lrt level.. ( from b1 to 3 level). there were so many people waiting for the lift... the lift was so slow.. taking its own sweat time... so i turn on my mp3 and shut my eyes to rest for a while.. OMG... when i open my eyes.. there was noone ard mi... and the lift was already at the second level... haha.. so malu.. was wondering if the people ard mi tried to alert mi... haha.. my mp3 was on loud blast.. haha.. wonder what would they think of mi..omg..

second embarass incident...
conversation
patient: i wan to see a p*** specialist..
me: huh.. what!! u wan to see a penis specialist.. ( laughing hard inside)
patient: huh... i have p*** all over my body....
me: huh... ( laughing harder.. imagining there is a lot of penis all over his body)
patient: it has something to do with my nerves...think i need a neuro specialist
me: kept quiet... cuz i dun understand what the patient is trying to put across
angelyne: aiyo.. what u meant is pain rite...
patient: yeah .. pain pain... i have pain especially on my shoulder...

ahha... i swear his pronunciation of pain was really penis.. omg.. so crude... hahaha...
was so tired today.. went to work at 7.40... cuz i got to open the centre... open 15 doors.. on the computers... photocopier.. attend to early bird patients.. and alot alot alot... anyway.. today passes so fast.. leaving me breathless... if only time would halt at a moment when i'm at my happiest... its so contradicting sometimes.. when i'm working or waiting.. i would pray for the time to pass quickly... fast fast fast???.... would i regret i'm always wishing that time would pass faster when i'm dying?.... i better not wish for time to pass quickly in future.. haha.. apart from special circumstances..

i met up with dragon last sat for a quick lunch at kfc... then we went to walk ard in rivervale plaza.. carol went to trim her hair... i trimed my fringe too:0.. i didnt realise that there were 3 hair salons over at rivervale plaza until that day.. haha






dragon.... here are ur photos...
to fer... know that you are feeling down and unhappy recently... it really hurt me when u cried... feeling so powerless when there was nothing i can do for u, apart from assuring you that everything would be alright.. hope u will be happy soon.. i love u.....:P....

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Wednesday, April 23, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

if i were to list one inate talent of mine.. haha.. then it will be continous crying.. i cried from 3pm to 6 pm today... haha.. but of course its not continous la.. haha... i stop for awhile... then cont again... even my patient witness mi crying.. so embarrasing...

was scolded by a dr today.. details was a blur... i guess miscommunication was the cause... when i came out of his room... i did not even shed a tear... i just mearly complain to ogla.. after that when i was using the computer, ogla came and hug mi from behind, and tried to console mi.. i felt so touched and started crying... then later the rest of my collegues came over and console mi too... haha.. it made mi cry harder... in fact i was not feeling angry or sad.. but feels abit unpleasant being called a stupid girl repeatedly for 3 times.. feel so bless being love by each and every one of them.. because i'm the youngest over there.. they really treat mi like their small little girl.. protecting and naturing mi.. i dun ever want to grow up.. can i stop growing older? can i?

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My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

had a nightmare last night.. hope it will not happen in real life.. had dreamt that i just got married and moved into my husband's house... then i realise that he and the maid were having an affair... then i went inside the bedroom and pack my stuff... i packed my stuff slowly.. wondering if he will make any last moment savage.. but he did not..in fact he was sitting in another room eating fruits and watching tv with the maid... i told him i want to have our marriage annulled...he wanted to divorce mi and not allow mi to anulled the marriage..... so bad... cuz he doesnt wants to see mi declaring myself as single..... omg.. such a horible amd selfish man..

i rememered i cried so hard in the dream.... it was so scary..... marrying an unfaithful man.. is really hell.....

marriage is really a big deal cuz it invovles a lifetime.. one mistake--- it change ur life.....

pray it wont happen to mi in real life....... so ironic to have this kind of dream... haha

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

been ask to help to run dr t** clinic... cuz chole will be leaving us soon... someone have to take over her... i'm a little scare.. but if this is what god had arrange for mi to go thrue.. i will gladly embrace it.. i'll try to make less mistake... accept all comments for my wrongdoings graciously..cuz i believe in learning thrue mistake... those ppl who really wants to see u excel are those ppl who actually point out ur mistake... thou life in near future might be a little stress.. but with the help from my dear colleugues... i believe i will pull thrue... love all of them...

went for a fall prevention talk in the afternoon.. was abit boring... but i sat upright to keep myself awake... the whole talk was comprehensive.. it seems that the speaker had actually spend alot of time on it... so i feel a need to show my apreciation thrue attention...

went to golden landmark complex for malay rice with huini after the talk... i had a drumstick. egg and tofu.. huini gt herself gado gado... look nice.. nv tried that b4.. we talk alot... i always had that "shes my long lost friend" feeling whenver i meet someone new.. i will gladly share all my secrets and life with that person... i enjoy the feeling of sharing stories and them confiding in mi... its the closness that brings that joy... but there are certain ppl who just doesnt have that affinity with mi... we may be once close... and shared everything... but as time goes by.. we can determine who are the people who love and bless us... those who stick with you thrue thick and thin will be the special ones who will change or brighten ur life.. one type of people i do not really like are people who only likes to share and not listen... they are only interested in confiding their problems to others, making themselves feel better... but whenever their friend shares their problems to them... they will seems so uninterested.. thats very bad...cuz all people will have their own problems and stories to share...they need a listenining ear too... life is so short... i feel that having buddies in ur life is an impt aspect of life....friends are for life... not a moment of novelty... if u dun treasure this affinity, gradually u will lose it.... ask urself... name how many friends u have that really cares and love u.. understands how u feel... cry with u when u are sad... laugh with u heartily, truely when u feel happy.... be there for u whenever u need them?

i treasure my friends.. what about u ??...... go read ur own blog or diary... or search ur souls.. what do u normally write or think abt... haha... if u are always harping on the same person or same topic... i'm sorry.. u are the one i'm talking about... and i'm laughing at ur silliness right now...cuz u miss out something so impt in life.. friends... :)

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Sunday, April 20, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.




argh.. really hate the fact that i must work half day on a sat... poor me... haha.. but at least its better compared to the past where i study five days and my weekend thrue a silly boring pushcart... its thousand times better... i will be miserable if no one speaks to mi...
tks fransica, olga and zul.... noe i'm suppose to stay with u guys for ot.. but my frenz is already on her way here looking for mi... tks guys for being so sweet.. allowing mi to leave early..

met up with xinyi yesterday... we went to marina square... dint noe.. that the second floor had turn to look like shops in far east.. kiv some tops and bags... argh... when is my pay coming... ??
we had our lunch cum dinner at cafe cartel.. we took chicken and fish combo... tot it came with fries... but it came with spagetti instead.. eeeeee.....had baked cream sauce macaroni too.... that was quite nice.... i ate so much yesterday.. feel so guilty... i lost count on the slices of bread i ate.. haha... met baby and her bf... so qiao..
saw a pair of crocs..but my size were out of stock.....so sad.... my current nursing shoes is killing mi....




we had dessert at azubu icecream( how to spell??) yesterday... its shaved ice with fresh strawberries with one scoop of smooth vanila icecream... yummy... taste so nice... look nice too.. wanted to take a pic of it.. but guess we were too hungry... i only realise that i haven take a pic of it until xinyi took her last serving.... haha


in short... had a fun day with her.. tks xinyi for all the gifts she bought for mi in japan... love you
tks all my frenzs for loving mi.. thou i may be wilful or spoilt at times... but pls dun stop loving mi... cuz i'm trying everyday to become a better person...
to my family... u are the best... if there is a next life... hope we'll be a family once more...
i'm blessed to have everyone taking care and loving mi... i feel so bless... so bless... so bless
remember only the good... forget abt all the childish and unhappy things that had happen...i only want to remember the good times we all shared... the accompany i had when i'm trapped at home 2 weeks because of a virus...the depressing moment when i failed my practical.... the calls... the concerns....i appreciate..pardon me for being childish... pardon mi for my sharp words...i always believe everything happens for a reason....experiences brought 3 angels to my life.... my maiden, warrior and dragon...experiences helps mi understand better of what i want.. experiences reflects to mi how childish i had been... a pure heart is all i wan now..... i love all my friends... hope i'll be able to earn a golden ticket to heaven... i'm evolving....dun ask me... y change.... cuz it happens for a reason
naughty girls... no more havoc in my tagboard... haha...love u girls.....

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Friday, April 18, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

ran dr c*** and prof c**** clinic in the afternoon...tks all my colleugues for their help..had learnt alot of things from them.. tks nana for the bird nest... trying to get use to the routines.. i'm trying.. i'm trying:)


Thursday, April 17, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

i dreamt of u last night....................


Wednesday, April 16, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

overtime expected for this 2 weeks..cuz i will be the one who lock the door... yesterday for an extra one and a half hr... and today 30 mins.. its either more money or time off for work.. so far have accumulate 5 hours and 25 mins le... 8 hrs makes up a day... thus... for my grad day in end of may... i need not apply unpay leave..
been scanning thrue online shop for my 21st bdae cake... is it too early?? haha... better search later.. life is so unexpected.. i will be disappointed if i dun get to celebrate my bdae.. i had learnt... to not plan alot of things ahead... as disapointment will cums hard on u..
receive a letter from govt today... will be receiving 500 bucks from them made in 3 payments.. in april, july and oct... its good... if not i will use it all up in one go...haha.. gonna use it to offset my shopping, consultation with my dr, a massage session for my mum and my bangkok shopping trip... the money came in the right time:P


Sunday, April 13, 2008
My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

pls view with small screen.. clearer...cuz videos taken by hp... small resolution



My beautiful past. I were once a ballerina.

have been blogging for the past one and a half hr.. lost the entry.. so angry.... argh...
anyway.. too tired to write long stories le... haha..cut things short... had a fun time with fer in airport after work... show u guys pics... to cut my entry short... let the pics do the talking..

we had lunch at popeyes:) its yummy and cheap.. the combo consist of 4 pieces of fried chickens, 1 large coslaw, mash potato, cajun fries,2 fresh buttermilk biscuits and 2 drinks.. after that we walk around the airport... took sky trains to all the terminals.. bought chocalates.. tealeaves ( with 4 free tea cups) and alot of kiv( keep in view) stuff.. wait till we get our pay.. wahhaa... we'll bring our gals there on our nxt gathering.. had peppermint smoothie and chinese plums with lemon at tong shui cafe.. after that we head home:P









after we bath.... we did mask...


fer look like a egypt mummy... wahha... but the day did not end well as expected.. i slept at 2 am.. been trying to help solve my sis problems... anyway.. was happy that the misunderstanding was cleared up... chatted with sis's frenzs, their parents and siblings.. they are all nice ppl:P... its just that sometimes... anger heat things up... and the matter was blew up.. understanding and respecting seems to be lacking... hope these young children would grow up healthily, staying happy and pure...
xinyo told mi she got mi a red love charm from a japan temple... love her.... hope it works... wahha( dun laugh at mi)... hope everything will go smoothly for her orientation
warrior... pls study hard.. we all miss and love u.... haaha...
dragon.. dun be lazy... set up a blog soon
sharon... jiayou.. one more yr left:)
xinyi... (raffles).. i will catch u if u fall.... stay strong and happy
to yen... come back to work... dun rot at home...
to baby...pls take gd care of ur health... love ya
to my beloved cousin.. meet up soon... i miss u..
to angela... meet up soon.. happy birthday...
to yixia aka se pepe, jeannie, weijin, wayne, jasper and joseph.. study hard.. meet up soon...miss u guys
to my second sis shan hu is stalking my blog now... u are a kapo.. but i still love u..
to angeline.. sorry... for not having enough time for u
to agustine... hey.. study hard.... take gd care..
to chubby runner... so sorry.. i took a long time to blog..
to cuyan... stay happy.. tks for everything u have done
may love spread around.....

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